you said your eyes were melting

trying hard to cry but not capable of it

when i had to walk away

your eyes were green

they had chips of brown

like a falling tree in the forest snapping cracking breaking screaming in pain

thud

it fell upon us

filled the car

the impact of everything

and i felt so bad i grew unsure but i was sure

you held my face

and begged me

you held my hands

and pleaded

and i broke

the mess inside my teen age mind

would make no sense

i am in love with someone else

and as much as you mean to me

you deserve to find the love that lasts

that works

im sorry for the pain ive caused

but im praying on my knees

dear God let him breath

let him smile

give him love

dont forget him

amen

im so sorry …

amen

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