wait so after thursday swimming we were at jay in the bay [jack in the box] and we ordered food and before this point i was STARVING  but we ordered our food i sat down with candice when i seriously went numb from what i saw out the window,ok not what but who .this view made me want to throwup all lactic acid existing in my stomach and pass out on the floor .i waited an caught him on his j walking return to the parking lot .this friend of mine knows me better than any other person i know he tears through my insignificant layers of defense exposing me like a skinned animal .the moment of relazation of who we were at that moment was earth shaking and scary and i cried in front of him.despite my attempts to be strong as i always said i would be .we cant hate each other we cant and we talked and exchanged numbers and are in the process of becoming friends again .

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